Have you ever gotten soo god damn tense till the point where u dont give a fuck anymore and felt like no matter what you do its never good enough. Im just here to fill up space there is nothing out there for me and there never will be im soo fucken pathetic its not funny why the hell am i even writting in this bullshit like anyone fucken gives a ( Read more... )

ok its been a while since iv updated, today has had to be one of the worst fucking days iv had in a while school is pissing me off i lost my fucking job and nicole is mad at me, it just seems everything i do just isnt good enough im sick of feeling like that i dont feel apreciated at all or that i get any respect from anything or anyone i dunno ( Read more... )

My mind is moving faster than my mouth is
with arms wide open we'll colide into shades of
our suroundings.
Ill breath it in Ill breath it out
Your a breath of fresh air coasting in from these
skies.
Dreaming is believing and the rythem of your touch is the rythem of this song.
Bring me in closer through your eyes i want all
you have to offer.

Yep i havnt updated in a while i just dont care to be one of those livejournal freaks who write in it every half hour its sad haha anywhoo nothing exciteing really is happening just chillian got a show comeing up at Beverly High school june 18th im sure it will be ok it wont be too exciteing. I take my GED test this month im sure it will be a peice ( Read more... )

Why do your eyes paralyze me ( Read more... )

yo yo its been a while since i have updated this peice of shit thing anywhoo im doing well im going out with an awesome girl her name is Nicole i have a good feeling about this relationship unlike others i have had in the past. anywhoo im high as fuck right now and dont feel liek writting anymore soo peace out!

So yeah i havnt updated in well over 2 weeks but anywhoo not much is happening cause i live such an exciteing life. This morning i finished helping my dad put up dry wall for the wall we built separateing the kitchen and the family room fun stuff my back hurts and yeah my kneees are gonna disinagrate woooo anywhooo. i havnt beeen in the greatest of ( Read more... )

Im stuck between one and three but three is non existant.

So yeah its been about a week since i last updated this retarded thing not much is going on im not gonna bother complaining on how much i hate my life right now soo yeah anywhoo we added a 2nd guitarist to carcrash so its gonna be alot of work to teach him alot of the shit but he is good and im sure will catch on real easily. well im off to do ( Read more... )