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super. happy x-mas everybody ( Read more... )

i actually had a few moments where i wasn't typing frantically, hit the "friends" button and fucking yay. access denied. so that's great ( Read more... )

so its not worth stressing out about.... if i think about it i will stretch and stretch, until i am worn totally thin and then when a little feather or leaf or whatever lands on top of me, snap.... broken and i'm just now scraping my pieces back together. i feel like some kind of an asshole, the way that i just stop talking to or behaving a ( Read more... )

i'm alive and typing like a freak to try to say that i'm alive...
yes, the library, today's weather = fuckin' awesome (said in a little nicky voice) and i think i have tons of things to say, and no time, and retarded songs stuck in my head.

i miss reading all your entries. i think of tons of witty and charming things to say and then they all spill out into the air with no receptacle. my hair is getting long, and the black dye didn't hold in it so well at all. fuck. it looks ok. i'm sort of enjoying life not being around a computer though. i'm feeling saner, and i really believe ( Read more... )

well well well. i'm still alive! just living like it is the late 80's or very early 90's and there is no mainstream internet or something ( Read more... )

not falling asleep in utter exhaustion anymore, ,, nice. still feeling like i was hit by a bomb and i'm creeping out of the rubble (cautiously peering around) slowly. i'm not sure why i let myself be drawn into this in the first place, something in my heart said that things were going to be wonderful, both on the same track, and attaining the ( Read more... )

well, its the re-inventing freedom show.... live from the fenton public library! today's broadcast includes a soundtrack, fresh and new again, straight out of the wonderful era of finding oneself... yes, the teen years, the coming of age and discovering who you are, only to find that ten years later you have no fucking clue!.... yes that's right. ( Read more... )