I haven't posted in exactly 14 years, 11 months, 26 days, 2 hours, 19 minutes, and 50/11 seconds! Man that's a long time! Well, things with Jennifer and I are great. When I look at her, I cant even begin to explain what I feel inside. I have done so many things wrong, I don't know why I've been blessed with her love, but I don't question God or his ( Read more... )

Oh my! The past week has been full of the most wonderful times that there have ever been! My days have been filled with the wondrous reminders that Jenn and I no longer have to hide or feel regret for the feelings that we have for one another! We have done so much together, and it has been incredible! We've gone to the movies, layed out at the ( Read more... )

So much has happened in the past couple of days! I don't even know where to begin. Well, Jenn and Josh broke up on Sunday. She took it pretty well until yesterday, that's when she talked to him. She called me and she was really upset. I hate when she cries, and I never want her to cry again. I felt like shit cause i know that i had something to do ( Read more... )

A girl asked a guy if she was pretty, he said no. She asked him if he wanted her, he said no. She asked him if she left would he cry, he said no... You turned to leave, I grabbed your arm and said... You're not pretty; you're beautiful... I don't want you; I need you... And if you left I wouldn't cry; I would die ( Read more... )

Well, it has been a long time since my last post. A lot has been goin on in my life. Jenn and I dont talk very often any more. It's all part of her plan to keep her and Josh together. She really tries so hard, and I hope things work out for the best. The other day my peeps and i went to the mall. I brought this girl, Courtney, with us. I kinda like ( Read more... )

So many tears have been shed in the last week, but tears can mean a couple of different things. There are tears of joy that accompany happy events, such as weddings, Father's Day, and the birth of a child. Then there are tears of sadness, that go along with things such as, family loss, goodbyes, or any other great meaningful loss. What most people ( Read more... )

Hey you guys! It's been a couple of days since i posted last, and a lot has happened. Ok, if i wasn't excited about LSU before, i sure as hell am now. Orientation was so kool. I CAN'T WAIT !!!!!! It's nice to be somewhere where no one judges you by ur past. New people are great,but so are a few old friends. GO TIGERS..... I am so freaked. I got all ( Read more... )

Hey journal. I guess since Jenn feels left out cause no one ever types on here except her, i guess i will inform anyone who is curious about what i did today. Hummmmm!!! Well since i never get any sleep cause of work, i slept in till about 12:30 today. i got up and ate a hamburger that my stepmom, mrs debi, made............ Ummmmmmmmm. i could eat ( Read more... )

Well i went in to work at 7am this morning. I was so tired, but it was my own fault. I stayed up late last night talking to Jenn. We talked like we used to, kinda like when she didn't know that i liked her to much. It was great cause i wasnt worried about what she was gonna think. I just knew she was my friend, and i trusted her. It was such a ( Read more... )

Well hello Journal. Long time no type, hugh? Well, I've been really busy with my new job lately. Yea, i quit winn-dixie, and now i'm workin at my old job, mcdonald's. I like it a lot better than my last five jobs. LoL!!!! Sigh, as Jennifer would say. I have been in such an emotional-low lately. I'm tired of being so alone, and i've been grabing ( Read more... )