I have enough free time to be able to simply say. Spring Break, I so adore you (:

So we're back to this are we? Yes, yes. clearly undeniably I'm bat shit insane ( Read more... )

Today I cannot help but think about choice. Not my choices per say, but the ones of those around. More specfic than that even, I am thinking about the piss poor decision my "best friend" has made and how upset I am over it ( Read more... )

Two hours later. Feeling just as anxious and repressed. Feels like hours ago since I posted, days since I have had a simple conversation. relaying it over in my head as if it is life or death. Did I sound like an idiot? Weird? Crazy? Weak? Boring? Hopeless? Arrogant? Flirty? Presumtious? Rude? Vulgar? Dumb? I wanted poised, artculated, desireable, ( Read more... )

why why why! Every fucking time! Why do I want what is illogical, unreasonable, insane, irrelevant, UNATTAINABLE?! And why, despite knowing this, do I STILL want it. Why Can't I stop? What the hell is my problem?? Why can't I stop thinking about it, and hoping and dreaming even though its infallable, unfounded, fucked.....fuck...

People all are entirely untrustworthy self serving individuals. It does not matter how long you have known a person. They will inevitabley dissapoint/backstab/abandon/fuck you; its human nature and there are no godamn exceptions. Being nice and being a good person just get you used and rejected, they get leave you feeling stupid with all those good ( Read more... )

I love this song and these lyrics. Otep contines to inspire. I wish I could write to beautifully ( Read more... )

Normally I am not one to involve myself in political anything, as a firm believer that anything said on television is voiced for reasons that revolve only around marketing, and have nothing to do with being informative. Yet a recent “controversy” has sparked a chuckle in me, and has inspired a blawg! The “issue” with Obama and his school speech ( Read more... )

It has all been done before! The masked vigilante fighting for justice and for humanity accompanied by the foreboding tone of an impending apocalypse- the super hero story. Upon hearing about the movie “The Watchmen”, which was originally a rather obscure, DC Comics comic book series, first published in 1986 by Alan Moore, I naturally assumed that ( Read more... )

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