I am a good person. I am done with doubting myself. I do mean it too. I was given clarification tonight. My prayers were answered, but just not how I thought they would be. Perhaps this isn't the end though and perhaps this isn't the final answer.

I'm learning that I can't be bitter. I've learned so much and have done so much and met so many others ( Read more... )

Little girl. Sundress. Hands held so tightly to Mother's. Blue, blue sky. Innocent laugh.

dancin' dancin' dancin'.

dreamin' dreamin' dreamin'.

Intense. Amazing. Beautiful. Sobbing. tight hugs.

No one's ever complimented me like that and meant it.

It's so evident to me that I'm changing as a person. I'm growing and creating who I am. It's scary to know that. It scares me and yet excites me so very much ( Read more... )

Tonight I was at Arby's with my momma :-). I was talking to the little neighbor girls. They ran up to me and gave my leg a hug. It was the most adorable thing I've experienced/seen all day. I realized that 10 years ago I was exactly like these girls and I would look up to the high school girls as being the prettiest, smartest, most amazing people. ( Read more... )

Want to hear something neat?

You guys make me smile. a lot.

Thank you.

I love talking to people. I love listening to people even more. I love painting mental pictures. I love feeling pretty. I loved staying up reading tonight. I love pretty music.

So I got the hair cut

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Usually I don't like our mall. I love going lately though. It's fun to just sit and observe people. The center is the best place to sit. I love watching the little kids in line before they see Santa. The parents always look frustrated and mad, the workers look unhappy, but the kids are usually ecstatic. It's wonderful ( Read more... )

He would have been 100 tomorrow.

While we were in Indy we didn't stop by.