I know why I keep this thing now. I spent the past few hours just crawling back through this and looking at the person I was 3 years ago. All I can say is what the hell happened to me? Looking back I was so full of life and now, emotionaly I'm dead. I don't know why I sacrificed who I was and I don't know how. All I know is that I have to go ( Read more... )

You know how you just want to say something but know that saying it is pointless because it'll fall on the deaf ears of your walls?

Where to begin with this one, because it's been so very long ( Read more... )

"So, are you going to do it ( Read more... )

Comment and I will ( Read more... )

I've noticed a strange duality developing in my personality lately. Maybe its this place. All I really know is that if I just sit back and clear my mind I can feel two different people ( Read more... )

So it's been a strange two days off for me ( Read more... )

"But the greatest menace to our civilization today is the conflict between giant organized systems of self-righteousness -- each system only too delighted to find that the other is wicked -- each only too glad that the sins give it the pretext for still deeper hatred and animosity ( Read more... )

Oh what a tangled web I weave sometimes. Well alright not a tangled on but I'm starting to. So after three months away from Vida all of a sudden I'm starting to get a crazy idea about how being overseas would be much much more fun if I were single. And I'll admit there is a certain appeal to it, especially with the fact that physically I've ( Read more... )

So I feel change comming again ( Read more... )