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Recently I found myself very very restless and irritable. Everything seems so wrong and annoying. I don't know what to do and all I want is to stop working and leave this place for a while. I'm sick of pleasing people and I'm sick of seeing my dad cry everyday. I know I'm supposed to be sympathetic and understanding, but I can't take it anymore. If ( Read more... ) -
Tiring family
I am tired. Very tired. First it was love, and now it's family. And it's tiring all the more, because it's family. I come back everyday only to get yelled at. No matter what time i get back, I still get yelled at. What the hell did I do wrong?? All I wanted was for me to to verbalize with my friends. Is that even a crime?? It's not like you'll ( Read more... ) -
Hey you
Yes, you ( Read more... ) -
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You want me to be there always, but only as friends. What happens then when you've one day found someone to love? Where do I go then? What becomes of me? You want me to stand aside, watching you give your heart to someone else, but you tell me you'll never want a companionship or relationship, because it is too hard for you ( Read more... ) -
Efforts schmefforts
Why do I have to bother myself waiting eagerly for your replies? Why do I have to look at facebook every 5 minutes to check whether you are home or otherwise? Why do i have to bother myself with all this when you don't even care? Or am I just another stalker, crazy and hopeless ( Read more... ) -
random scribbles
Why do I have to miss you? And yet I cannot bring myself to contact you. Why do I have to contemplate one phone call 10 times in my head before I actually call? Why am I so afraid of you? Or am I actually afraid that I'd lose you if I appear too clingy ( Read more... ) -
Cloud Nine
I must have died and gone to heaven. But I am scared that one day this bubble will burst. I really don't want this dream to stop and neither do I want the bubble to pop. So happy am I that flowers must have sprouted from my head today ( Read more... ) -
No conclusions still
Sigh. I miss you enough to want to talk to you. But I dare not call or message you. How pathetic. Aargghh!!! -
Thank you
Thank you for cheering me up when I was down. Thank you for placing a smile on my face when i was sad. You mean so much to me, this I now realize. More than any career will and more than any money can buy.
Thank you for being there when I needed you the most.
Thank you.