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Travel
My number 1 wish for traveling is to be able to go places with someone I love. But it seems to me that I can never have that wish fulfilled. Not back then, and apparently not even now.
It's sad that I want to go somewhere with you, but I can't coz you already made plans with someone else.
Sigh sigh sigh :'( -
Loneliness
It's been almost a year since I came here. But I've never really forgotten this site. I somehow remember it best when I'm not feeling my very best ( Read more... ) -
Dumb
Saw you today walking, and I suddenly stopped dead in ny tracks. I think my heart almost jumped out of my throat. And I'm just moodless for everything now ( Read more... ) -
My Itchy Hands Lead To Stupid Consequences
Why did I have to go open your FB page? Have I got nothing better to do?! UGH UGH UGH UGH!!! Now sendiri sakit hati. YUCK!!! I hate my guts, and my stupid self! -
Keep Walking
"Keep walking. Even if I'm going through hell, just keep walking."
Hopefully hell won't be too long, and hopefully I'll get out of this one day. -
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Can I drink away the memories? What do I need to do, to wake up and not remember you anymore? -
Turning Away
I don't know why I'm afraid of turning away. If 3 years ago I wanted to run away from you, then 3 years later, now, I shouldn't find running away difficult. But I think I know why. I cannot bear to turn away from you now. It just fucking hurts ( Read more... ) -
I'll Be Quiet
It hurts so much. But I'm left without a choice. She'll move on, and I'll have to pick up the pieces of my heart ( Read more... ) -
Heartaches
If you walk away this time, will you come back again?
I'm so scared. -
Quarrels
I've got a girlfriend and she's such a dear. But she wonders a lot why we don't fight.... Is there something wrong with us? We've been together for almost 8 months now...but we haven't fought. It doesn't bother me, but it bothers her a lot... And suddenly I feel scared that I may lose her ( Read more... )