Just a very random thought, why are we alive? For what reason do we get up each day and breath til the following one? I'm not in a depressed mood I'm just wondering why we actually bother with everything we do. Every time I have to get up and go to work I feel like I'm wasting parts of my life and every time I have to hand over the money I earnt to ( Read more... )

I hardly ever think about LJ any more, while facebook has become by far a more favourable hang-out I sneak into LJ every once in a while to check up on a few people who I never hear from, just to find out whether they still breath or not. I may not see or hear from them but I'm always interested in their well-being. Well get me aren't I the ( Read more... )

Haven't really bothered with LJ for such a long time. Much prefer Facebook, it's got loads of fun things on it to play with that I find LJ quite boring! Sorry creators of LJ. But it's true, most of my friends no longer bother with it either, also I think it may have something to do with the fact we've all grown up and got very busy lives that ( Read more... )

i realise that not everyone celebrates the holiday season, but i think all of my friends do. so in the spirit of the season (if the p.c. monsters don't strike) i wish each and everyone a merry christmas and a happy new year. i hope that while no one ever gets what they really want your new year doesn't start on a bum note and that your year proves ( Read more... )

Could go on a rant at how useless society is that BCC stinks and are landlord is an arse; but that is counter-productive so won't bother.

I'm bored and rather grumpy. Want to play uber munchkin and the like but also want to curl up and sleep... feel like moaning but won't.

Going to Leeds in a few days, going to visit my Mum and see her home and look ( Read more... )

can a bedford friend go to www.fcocareers.co.uk and down load a form for the admin assistant job in the foreign office for me. can't seem to get on the web page here and I really want the job for some unknown reason... horrid comumute but it should be a fun job if i can get it.

ta friends. hugs

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things are crap right now lost my job coz some people are evil. cant be bothered to explain right now.

Since I last wrote anything on my Blog quite a few things have happened most of which are rather pleasent -- except the council hounding us for money we don't owe them. >:(

1. August 7th got me a job, through an agency for 1 weeks work at Homecare services... this then turned into 2 weeks, then a 4 week rota was drawn up, another 2 weeks was added ( Read more... )

just so my friends don't think i've fallen down a deep pit. i am very much alive and kicking although last week a driver had a very good attempt at ending that....

i got hit by a car when crossing the road... now wasn't that fun boys and girls and my god am i in pain. the car left me with a few bruises and the road nearly broke my shoulder. so all ( Read more... )