Life is all about work isn't it? well I'm starting my second job at michaels and so far so good. My plan is in 10-12 months I'll have paid off a huge majority of my debt I plan to get down to one bill (the loan i owe my parents.) Once i'm down to that I'll have more than enough to get an apartment with someone. I'm planning on first transferring ( Read more... )

so i think i need to set some goals. if you don't know i'm on a mission to change my life ( Read more... )

ugh i am just hateing my hair it's lon and always in my face... i'm thinking of going really short :P well if i do i'll be sure to post up a picture but i'm just fustrated with it again...

I may have lost my job. i won't find out for sure till monday.. i work tomorrow and then that's it. I may not be returning. I can't smile im feeling sick and full of just this sickening disgust. I just can't believe i was so careless and now i may be jobless too ( Read more... )

so yeah i stood up my dates this last weekend to go out with paul. (though i didn't tell him that) and ( Read more... )

Recently some of my older friends have stepped back into my life again. Chelsea and Matt R who i lost contact with 2-3 years ago are suddenly back in my life and my relationships with them are better than ever! I feel so good having these friends again and the best part is... well maybe not the best but my phone doesn't go a day without a tex or ( Read more... )

I found the black and white kitten dead today... she was hit by a car.... she was such a sweet cat is makes me so sad that she was killed. we had practically adopter her too.

I'm doing a little better this week. I focussed on weight and working out and taking care of my skin. I also attended a church that was more to my liking than my current one. I'm starting to think more about going to san jose for real. I know leaving my home will be the biggest battle but i really feel there's more for me there and i was thinking ( Read more... )

Y'know it's been hitting hard lately that i'm going no where. I pour everything i have into my job because i look upon myself as a failure when it comes to school. I suppose that's one thing that is hard to understand that when things go wrong I seem to fall apart at the seams. I want to go to school and i want to pour all i've got into learning. I ( Read more... )

I've made up my mind. I'm certain now that I want to spend my time with jimmy. I just feel good and free when i'm around him. Not many people can say that right off the bat but I'm hoping him and i will be good friends. I'm sick and it's christmas tomorrow i just hope my fever dies down. anyway take care and hope you all have a great christmas