I need to feel enlightened and confident. I no longer want to wear/buy increasingly less outrageous outfits because I'm worried about comments/laughing/stares etc. I'm not going to care what people do or say around me anymore. If people want to think I look stupid or over the top or even completely insane (true) then they can fucking go ahead ( Read more... )

Ok...So let's cut for longness and the fact that this is gonna end up pretty vicious. Don't take offense either folks.

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Mark's playing ging gang gooley to me over msn on his geetarrrr! How speshul does me feel! He rawks *dances*

I'm sure this was written about me!

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I've been back at college for less than an hour and I am indeed already totally bored stiff. Apparently we all have this wednesday off though cause of the smelly first years moving on in *spits*...I've decided I am going to recruit a couple of the twits and have them as my personal minions, oh yes ( Read more... )

"Time to close my eyes
Forget about this mess.
Try to fix this tragic loss of innocence.

But how can I forget,
The things I haven't done.
When everything is dead?

With my hands around your neck
who will stop me now?

WHO WILL STOP ME NOW?!?!"

Rak has a funny feeling that tonight is gonna be complete crap.

"I believe in whatever gets you through the night. Night is the hardest time to be alive. For me, anyway. It lasts so long, and four AM knows all my secrets. Four AM is when my dreams die ( Read more... )

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I'm still drunk ( Read more... )