songs that remind me of him ( Read more... )

you're out of your fucking mind ( Read more... )

man oh man. i just cant believe certain things. like how i hated you yesterday, and today you just fucking amazed me. like when i tickle your back, and then you look up at me, give me a little kiss on the cheek. i just cant believe it. how fucking adorable you look when you're deep in thought, contemplating if im wrong for you and if you're making ( Read more... )

i hate that i feel like you're so damn far away. i feel like you're fucking dead. how the fuck is that possible? idk. and everything reminds me of you. everything reminded me of you at home too. my garage....i cant play my drums cuz it makes me wanna cry. my room...dont ask, you've never been in there before. every single band i listen to..dont ( Read more... )

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When it comes to breaking hearts, you know I'm the best. Just lift up your shirt, give me a clean shot at your chest. Don't you bother acting bothered, because I know the truth. You're looking pretty good like you could use someone to hurt. I can tell you're feeling lonely by the way you wear that skirt. Don't say you want only me, because I know ( Read more... )

"on the third of January.. are you still in florida?? btw, I hope you don't like hate me.. I know it's wierd and I feel bad because I am a flirt I guess and I didn't realize what I was doing to you.. I didn't want to hurt you.. anywho, yeah. back in vegas in a week and two ( Read more... )

you all suck. especially allen....i take that back......allens the onlyone that doesnt suck....although, he hasmade my ife hell.....kind of, unintentionally. what ever. im sad, and angry.

what the fuck. why do i even try? what the hell am i doing? what am i looking for? closure? reassurance? do i need to know THAT badly that he doesnt love me? you know what, i fucking hate saying i miss him. yeah, no matter what fucking shit hes fucking put me through, i still love him. im still desperate to fucking hear him say it again. what the ( Read more... )

yeah....so im completely and totally in love with him? what a surprise! and he reads my myspace blogs....so im ranting about him right hurr.....and im thinking of making a new lj.....i think i will...regardless.....im completely in love with mr. allen powell. im pathetic, i know.