Whenever I look at somebody who is really thin it makes me jealous ( Read more... )

Before I had used this site for pro ana chatting.
I have been in an eating disorders clinic for months and have gained 22 pounds.
I am finally getting out and going back to school but I still need a lot of support.
I was 5'4" and 99 pounds.
I wanted to get to 60 pounds and was determined.
Now I am eating but I still have a lot of trouble with my ( Read more... )

 Hi everyone!
I had a livejournal years ago but am happy to be back, determined to find support on my path to recovery, and help others struggling with the same diseases/addictions/traumas. I will post tonight on my page a summary of my first step so those of you who want to can get to know me a little better. Thank you all for being here and ( Read more... )

Hello. I'm Kelly, 22, recovered for a few years now, but I still slip toward the old behaviors and thoughts. I had ED-NOS, technically, but I fit all the criteria for anorexia nervosa except for loss of menstruation ( Read more... )

I've decided to start a blog where I can talk about my thoughts and experiences to do with eating disorders. I wanted it to be separate from my livejournal account, which I use mainly for communicating with my friends.

There's not a lot there at the moment, but I plan on updating it regularly. Please take a look and tell me what you think.

I had a fitness test this morning. I've done well enough that I actually got a hug from the lady running the test for making so much improvement. The hug caught me a bit of guard, but I was pleased ( Read more... )

Hay, I decided to try and turn my life around (with the help of my bf) today, lierally, but I could do with some help. I am/used to be (???) ana and I'm trying to eat again. But ts hard, the cal content is printed on EVERYTHING and then I think I can't eat that, too many cals ARGH this is soooo hard. I thought NOT eating was hard... Anyway, just ( Read more... )

I was watching tv last night, and apparently there is a tv show on that has models on it, and its like a game show. I think its to find the world's smartest model. Ben Stein hosts it. A plate of food is places in front of the models, and if they get the question right, or maybe its wrong, the model has to eat. How awful is that? Not that the model ( Read more... )

I am a current graduate student researching the social history of food-related disorders, inspired, in large part, from my own struggles with anorexia and bulimia.  I'm conducting an anonymous survey of bloggers who blog about eating disorders or eating disorder recovery in partnership with a clinical psychologist for joint research and publication ( Read more... )

I'm staying with my parents over Easter, as is my sister. My sister, when she first saw me, said I was looking skinnier. I'm still 147 pounds. That's not skinny by anyone's definition (even though there is a decent amount of muscle there ( Read more... )