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Woah, what a week. I want to make a proper entry about it tomorrow when I'm more collected. At the moment I feel so tired, and so upset. I didn't want to leave camp and come home. It was one of the best weeks ever. I miss everyone so much. My house is empty compared to Haworth. I want Rosie beside me as always. I want hugs from the crazy 13 crew. I ( Read more... )

The food that I'm eating is suddenly tasteless. I know I'm alone now. I know what it tastes like. So break me to small parts. Let go in small doses...You're talking to her now. You've eaten something minty and you're making that face that I like and you're going in for the kill kill. For the killer kiss kiss for the kiss kiss...I need your love.

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She said "maybe there's a bit of me waiting for a bit of you baby". But you're waiting at the door and everybody's hanging out just like they hung out before.

Hmm, started feeling a bit meh about things again, for no reason. Nothing is wrong with my life, it is all fine. I guess I am just tired and nothing seems exciting anymore compared to last ( Read more... )

After all my going on and on about the happy feeling lasting forever I actually got a bit down last night. It occurred to me that during the week I had decided I loved John, the Work Ex. Kid, who told me had a girlfriend but I insisted on stalking anyway, Alex Zane Tv show host and comedian extraordinaire and Russell Lissack who is 23, a member of ( Read more... )

OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD

If I even tried to explain to you how great this week has been for me, you still wouldn't get it. Nothing can match this feeling. I want to stay here forever and ever. Even though the people reading this won't even know half the people I am about to mention, I am going to anyway. I want to say a big ( Read more... )

Between my fire-sighs and my burning eyes, my heart burns wildly in his eyes. He's just a drunken, gambling man. Dealing with the hands of desire's thing. I'm gonna shuffle his deck clean.

This weekend was as fun as can be expected when I am forced to spend time alone with my mother, doing things she loves and I hate. Oh, perhaps I am being unfair ( Read more... )

F For Fake
You've closed the doors
On your new round scene
Musical whores
Of the new wave elite

Don't try and tell me
That you're a kid from the street
When you get your clothes
From a punk boutique

I feel such a strange detatchment for reality. The place where I live was bombed but because I've only seen it through a TV screen it barely feels like it happened. I am so glad I was going uptown at 2, and not this morning, though. I was so scared when I couldn't get hold of my dad. He went to paris today and I knew he was going in the afternoon ( Read more... )

Trying hard to speak and
Fighting with my weak hand
Driven to distraction, it's all part of the plan
When something is broken and you try to fix it
Trying to repair it any way you can
I dive in at the deep end, you become my best friend
I want to love you but I don't know if I can
I know something is broken and I'm trying to fix it
Trying to repair it any ( Read more... )