So, on the Saturday after the tour I actually started writing some long entry about it but given I hadn't slept I suddenly got really tired and couldn't finish it. And it was really long. I'm going to try and summarise it instead. Some of it though I want recorded, because I want to remember it always. It was so good. Ok here goes ( Read more... )

Today was so strange. I woke up this morning in a really melancholy mood...and was thinking that today's entry would be a highly miserable look at my life so far, basically rubbishing it. But instead today turned out really well and I feel rather happy, despite another battle with my mother ( Read more... )

Maaan. I don't even have anything to say so I'm not sure exactly why I'm trying to update. I just felt like I should. I had a whole tub of Ben n Jerrys for lunch today. I feel really sick and bleh and disgusted with myself in all honesty. In fact, I'm not in a very good mood with myself at all. I think I managed to upset someone who was depressed ( Read more... )

So...first of the written exams tomorrow. English Literature as well. The one I want to best in. This is the most scared I have ever been of an exam. But, I'm trying to be positive. I know the books, I know the themes, I know the quotes. I'm good...really. I just wish they hadn't changed it so we didn't have annotated copies. If I had my own notes ( Read more... )

ooo-oooooh! Sorry. It just went like that on the radio and I'm a tad hyper. My dad was like "I'm never letting you out with your friends again if it makes you like this!" Which I thought was a bit harsh because surely my total happiness should be his main goal in life heh. But yeaaaah I'm in an incredibly good mood because Oxford yesterday was fun ( Read more... )

I get dangerous when left to think, haha. I still have to wonder why humans were allowed to evolve this developed consciousness when all it does is lead us to misery. If you can question the things in your life you'll always become dissatisfied. So indeed, I have done too much questioning. I have also done too much dreaming...because my brain is ( Read more... )

What if there is a God? I don't believe in the pre-defined Christian ideal but surely there has to be something more out there? Even if it just aliens. I tried to understand what eternity must be today. And what forever means. But the concepts are too big. I feel like space can't go on forever, it must have an edge. And there has to be somehting ( Read more... )

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! HOW HAPPY CAN I BEEEEE ( Read more... )

Oh. Dear ( Read more... )

Oh. My. Gooddddddddddddddddddddd ( Read more... )