Date of arrival...
I have finally made it to Hawaii. My god, this place is beautiful. Everything so far has been great. but...I still don't feel like all this was worth losing alisen...sorry.

Alisen and I are no longer together as bf gf. We decieded we were better off as friends. Hope she finds someone there, who will love her as much as I do.

I just don't know anymore man...I think that Alisen is getting tired of me. Or just forgetting about me. I kinda figured it was going to happen, Lets face it...I am Eddie. Chicks don't want someone who isn't there...They want a Johnny Depp or a Brad Pitt...Not some average guy who works on Helicopters and wonders why he joined the military.. ( Read more... )

Just another day in the Navy...Living with a crop top haircut and marching in step...Listening to thousands of people who were either willing to give their personalities and morals for nothing or those of us who joined to make someone of themselves only to be disappointed in the end, calling cadence in this careening crash course vehicle known as ( Read more... )

Ok...so I am almost done with the whole C school thing...In about a month, I will be getting shipped off to Hawaii for three years...In all truth and honesty I don't know when I'll be back in the great state of louisiana. I am still dating Alisen. I got a new tattoo, and I am slowing down on that stuff. Um...what else can I talk about...Oh yeah. ( Read more... )

I got a call from ali today. she couldn't sleep. I asked her why because I knew that she had been tired all day. She replied "because you're not here." Today, I realized just how much I respect and care for Alisen. This magnitude of love I have never felt giving or being returned. I miss her like the flower misses the sun on a cloudy day. I ( Read more... )

Woke up today at six in the morning. Had to muster and then sweep alot of stuff. Got sent on a hour break. Gotta go back to work at eight thirty ( Read more... )

Alright, well apparently it has been a while since I last updated my journal. I kinda figured that no one really read this stuff but i guess it does indeed get read ( Read more... )

Hey HEy HEy
I made it out of bootcamp...wow. It was just like living with my mother. Getting yelled at for stupid shit and having to fold my clothes thier way or have them strewn about the place. I will be getting a cell phone soon. so like I will be re establishing connections. If I don't have your number and you want me to, my e-mail is

Damn...Time goes by fast HUH GUYS!? It seems like only yesterday I enlisted and now it is almost time for me to go. Like eight days to be exact. Umm... yeah. I will be around lafayette some time this weekend. Got to do some last minute shopping and getting my shit together before I leave. SO...BUBYE