"Random thoughts for Febuary 14th, 2004:
Valentine's Day is a holiday created by greeting card companies to make us feel like crap."

- Joel Barrish "Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind"

i woke up sitting up from a dream about 10-15 minutes ago catching my breath. yet strangely enough it wasn't a nightmare (not in a traditional sense), and i wasn't falling, and im trying to loosely weave some sort of way to write w/o focusing too hard trying to get an image in my head knowing it'll fade more so it i try. so i'll write what seems to ( Read more... )

i don't know a lot of tings. im not sure i know anything, or if i do, i don't think they're the right things ( Read more... )

if something comes into existance, we must believe/accept that there is a reason for it being so. a purpose, path, course, reason, rationale. at the same time this may not be at all, there may be no reason. it may just be the peverbial turd that is unflushable ( Read more... )

where the heart fails logic prevails ( Read more... )

******in preperation for writing i tore my heart from my chest, placed it in a jar, and that jar upon a shelf in my room.......and there it shall stay as a muse and inspiration, and never allowing my self to give into compromise......until that day of which i have one to give it to, who may be able to care for it better than myself******

And so while looking on, looking forward cannot truly be seen as progression, it does give way to a progressive state of mind, forcing one to adapt, change, in need (or view) of the on-coming future ( Read more... )

i am realizing there is a disentigration within our intelligence. And it is here i am speaking both on humanity, as well as within my own fragil generation. I remember a time believing that or concieving, at least, that my elders, whilst drunk, having great conversations of vast intellectual capasity. And thus far in my existence i have yet to be a ( Read more... )

and for the moment there is a hush and silence that fills the room with joy........something unknown to me, and yet so close, that there is a warmth and joy that frightens me and overcomes me with unease ( Read more... )