FUCK I CANT STAND THIS! THERES NOTHING IN KY FOR ME ANYMORE. NOTHING. I CANT GO BACK. I CANT ASK BECCA BACK, BECAUSE SHE WILL JUST BLOW ME OFF AGAIN, I CANT TAKE IT, THERES NOTHING FOR ME THERE BUT I HAVE TO GO BACK IN 10 DAYS. WHY THE FUCK DID I SAY I WANTED TO STAY THERE, BECAUSE OF BECCA, AND NOW I HAVE TO WASTE ANOTHER YEAR THERE! GOD DAMNIT ( Read more... )

one of my "friends" just fucking stabbed me in the back, we were talking on msn messenger and then her friend imed me and then showed me something she wrote about me. thats what happens if you open up to people. she was practically my fucking sister and she did this. im not going to get into details, but thats te gist of it. and now another one of ( Read more... )

my marker sucks because maya neglected it(she left the cap off)

mayas marker sucks and its all my fault.

mayas pants are wet and its all my fault!

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hey vinny, you horny bastard, get an account and upload your pic to vampirefreaks.com and then tons of hot girls will randomly send you coments raving about how hot u r, because the same thing happened to me, i uploaded my pic and now i have a squieegy and another random girl.

i love you soo much words cant explain. i hope we are best friends forever and nothing ever comes between us, and if something comes between us, i'll mow it down with an AK-47! lol. but seriously, just the fact that you confide in me when your sad means the world to me. you mean the world to me. when i was in oswego for the past 2 days, i thought i ( Read more... )

When a GIRL is quiet ( Read more... )

hey all. yah. i feel like shit again. i havent all day but like 2 seconds ago i just crashed. wtf is wrong with me!? i hate this! i can feel good one second and the next im suicidal. i know im bi polar but this is worse than just the usual. being back here in NY amplifys everything that has happened to me. i really dont want to live. i mean i have ( Read more... )