now i know what it is. im sick of people lying to me. i really dont want to go any further. i could lie out in the woods forever and nobody would notice. or at least care. i have lost everybody close to me, and now i have nothing. i really dont see what the future holds for me.

i have no idea why ut right now i just feel worse than i ever have in my life. i cant explain it, its like all at once evrything stops and your stuck, and nothing can happen. i have no idea. i cant stand it tho.

hey all. im depressed now. mattis being all ignoringness and not taking my advice, and i cant stand seeing him make the same mistake i made with becca. i told him that and he said that becca was a bitch and so i am soooooooo pissed off at him. i fucking miss her. i cant stand thinking about me going on for the next couple of years down there in ( Read more... )

hey all, i was at my aunts house all day, even tho she wasnt home and i was with my other aunt who was occupying her house for the day...and so i managed to tip the canoe over in the middle of the lake and almost drowned, the highlight of my day. it was awesome. and so 'then(pirate voice) the wind started blowing hard from the west racking the aft ( Read more... )

im like the happiest dude on the planet right now because maya can always cheer me up. I LOVE YOU MAYA MY AWESOME HOT SEXY NOT TO MENTION BEST FRIEND ABSOLUTELY HOT SEXY SLUTTY FROG!!!

hey all. i have a major migrain from headbanging all day in the pool. it was fun, but now my brains are jostled, and they hurt. i have to piss too. brb *goes to piss*, ok im back. yah, you needed to know that. im starving i ate ramen noodles all day, and as i would say to annoy becca, roman's noodles. for all of you who dont know what the fuck im ( Read more... )

hey all. im at the iron man competition at lake placid. this is soo kick ass because im using my mom's internet phone to type this. isint that the most kick ass thing on the planet!?!? its got camera and phone and you can visit any website you want! awesome. I love lake placid. especially in the winter cuz of the ice rink wen its really late. its ( Read more... )

hey. i just watched recorded footage of greenday in live8 in germany and it was kick ass. billy joe should play guitar more tho. in every live performance ive seen of him he rarely plays his guitar. its an extra that does. they should make him a member of the band, then greenday would have 4 members.... it just wouldnt be the same. i feel ripped ( Read more... )

i feel soo fucked! like because first of all because of the becca thing,k and then because heaven kicks me out of her house and pisses me off. and then theres certain people who have completely screwed me over. im tired of everyones bullshit. if you dont want me around or have a problem with me, you tell it to my fucking face! im tired of liars! ( Read more... )

oh yah im in NY right now!!! hellz yes party time bitches!!!!!!!!!! yeehaw!!!!!!!!!