MY MOM STOCKPILES STRAWBERRY DAIQURI IN THE REFRIGERATOR IN THE GARAGE! PARTY!!!!!!!! AND ZACH HAS WEED! PARTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND WEER GOING TO INVITE LOTS OF ZACHS GIRLFRIENDS OVER AND....PARTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HELLZ YES BYOTCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hey allz. im at jons house and im hyper right now. but at the same time im sad. headbanging to system of a down and crying at the same time. lol. it feels like im in limbo right now, nothing is right, and nothing is wrong. theres an empty silence in my mind, and a hole in my heart. i will see vinny in 2 DAYS byotch!! oo wats that its me coming to ( Read more... )

hey all. wats up. ya. i talked to heaven today and in case none of you know that is beccas best friend and practically my sister. she said that my plan for asking becca back out at her birthday was just a waste of time, and that she wouldnt go back out with me. but im still gonna try. if youve got nothing youve got nothing to loose. i cant let it ( Read more... )

beccas birtday is on august 15th and ill be back here before then so on her birthday i have this crazy idea how im going to meet her at the greenday concert in ohio that shes going to and i'll have that pair of pants from hot topic that she ways dying to get. and then im going to try to be romanticness which im not good at, and im going to tell her ( Read more... )

hye!!!! omg hye is soo much cooler than hey, and better than hi, so its hye! oh ya! im at heavens house right now, but heaven isnt here. so im using the computer anyway. i feel better than yesterday because i realized that im single again. ooo wats that! yes its me being single, which hasnt happened for 4 months! booyallz. dont get me wrong, im ( Read more... )

fuck bi polar disorder and a broken heart, and low self esteem do not mix well. i was at heavens house and so she called becca and went to her house, i walked with her to becca's house since matt lives across the street from becca, and i was planning on going to his house next. but then becca came out of her house and walked towards heaven and me. ( Read more... )

hey yall. weee. im happier now! myabe its because im doesed up to the eyeballs on anti depressants. JUST KIDDING. wee ya im over the initial shock of what happened sunday. i still am not completely over, and probably wont be for a very long time. we had so many great memmories together, some of the best memories of my life to say the truth. we ( Read more... )

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hey all. im at heaven's house right now.yah... okay if u dont want to listen to me whine and complain right now then dont read further. ya, its supposed to get better just being away from her and everything, but its not. every morning that i get up since it happened , everything gets worse. i walked around aimlessly aroung my neighborhood this ( Read more... )

then again, i guess i got what i wished for. i said i wanted her to be straight forward with me and she was. i didnt want this to happen. but it did. ive never felt more empty than right now. be careful wat u wish for. it might come true.