Please say you're sorry and you didn't mean it.

That's it. I'm done trusting people.

I really hope you didn't just use me. I really hope you didn't just use me. I really hope you didn't just use me. I really hope you didn't just use me. I really hope you didn't just use me. I really hope you didn't just use me. I really hope you didn't just use me. I really hope you didn't just use me. I really hope you didn't just use me. I really ( Read more... )

Today sucked.
As I was walking home, Andy yelled my name at a stoplight and picked me up and gave me a ride home. It was super nice. And that was the only nice thing about my day, to be honest. I almost broke down in health class.

Why did you have to leave? I need you so bad right now.

and it makes me so sick to put you in the past tense.

I'll do whatever you want, just get me out of here.

I'm shaking and crying so hard. Please stop. Please come back.
I have no one to talk to anymore.

Oh my god. It's all falling apart. Seriously. I can't believe this is all happening. What's the point anymore? I'm a fucking failure.

I want to just diiie.
Mother, will you please leave for the night so I can chain smoke all night and cry my eyes out. oh and, leave me the car so I can drive to jordan's and possibly be used again. but you know, whatever to not have to think about anything. Fuck my life.