I want to cry so hard. You ruined our friendship over something I still don't understand. You were like, my best fucking friend. I fuckin loved you, man. What happened?

Today was marked by driving endlessly around the world trying to find this boy that Ashley is spending the night with. The shit I do for friends, damn. We got lost soooo bad. Joel saved the day, though. Thank god ( Read more... )

I'm so fuckin' stupid. Dear God/Whatever, please grace me with some self-esteem and self-respect ( Read more... )

And I will tell the night
Whisper, "Lose your sight"
But I can't move the mountains for you

My heart was never pure.

I begged you to hear me, there's more than flesh and bones
Let the dead bury the dead, they will come out in droves
But take the spade from my hands and fill in the holes you've made

And my head told my heart
"Let love grow"
But my heart told my head
"This time no
This time no"

And I will hold on hope
And I won't let you choke
On the noose around your neck

And I'll find strength in pain
And I will change my ways
I'll know my name as it's called again

today was sooooooo long. I couldn't text in spanish because ms. green put me in the front row just for today because my partner was gone...or so she says. I think she just suspected I was texting. ackkk.
but i'm giddy as fuck even though you're probably not a good idea.

We've met once and this time you hugged me right away. I was comfortable joking with your friend. Your dogs are adorable even though they're little weiner dogs. We watched Accepted and laughed at the funny parts while talking seriously about our parents' divorces.
We played truth or dare and you dared me to kiss you.