this is an announcement:

I AM A HORRIBLE FRIEND. But that's not news to any of you.

Al, I'm really, really, really sorry I didn't call you. I love you.

Sometimes I feel very alone in the world ( Read more... )

Oh! What does peter pan wear? cause i don't have the book or a good visual memory and i'm being he for halloween and i need to find my costume. help!

I just had a really awesome conversation with Sierra. I love her. I hope things go smoothly, happily, healthily, well for her. You. <3

happy birthday me! I got my first rowing blister today, it was awesome. it's red and raw and in the right place, too! (uh! go me!) the wierdest thing happened, though ... it's so deep that when i put hydrogen peroxide on it -- well, one, it hurt like a mother fucker, and two, i could suddenly see the vein underneath, pumping blood. that's ( Read more... )

Everyone has to answer this ( Read more... )

wow. last night was the best. hot girls. hot boys. dancing. dancing. dancing. vodka at gasworks park on an empty stomach, the gasworks silhouetted like something post-apocolyptic against the seattle skyline. feeling butch and confident in my leather jacket. dancing ... oh man. dancing. didn't remember how totally fun, hot, exciting it is ( Read more... )

So I have a hard time liking myself. I haven't. Really. Much. Ever. I'm hard on myself, I don't set realistic goals, I don't give myself credit, et cetera, et cetera. It sucks, it's a bad way to be, and I'm trying to break out of it. This book that Ivy made me read the other day, an astrology book (And, ok, I'm definitely not so sure about ( Read more... )

i misread the box: Quaker Oatmeal Wants Your Heart And Soul.

What am I doing? Livejournal is so addictive. I need to be putting away my vegetables. Calen! Control yourself!

I just woke up. I dreamed that sprkid and anotheryourself and I were somewhere (anotheryourself and i. ha), on a bunch of cushy red couches, and we were talking and maybe watching something but definitely watching people out a window (there were lots and lots of people out there, passing to and fro) and most of all cuddling. It was all so ( Read more... )