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the moon is up and leaking in my window. i can't bring myself to close my eyes. i'm afraid of the moon's magic on such nights, afraid that it will steal into my dreams and i won't really wake up. but it's an intoxicating moon. white, round, slippery. if i had a moon flute i would play it note by silvery note and drift up and over the tree tops ( Read more... )

it's 11 am and foggy, and the stone table is a little cold on my arms. i've been working the cash register for two hours on three hours of sleep with long lines of people. my bagel's soft but eating it too fast makes my throat tighten up. i want to be a smoker so i could be smoking ( Read more... )

how do you make one of those poll-y things? I need one. Well, for now, I'd like random suggestions for the following topic:

How should I cut and/or style my hair? (it's presently four inches long, shaggy, and unattractive.) Keep in mind that I am working as a barista and need my "face and head ... to be neat and well-groomed."

i feel like a dick for finding someone else to drive me to seattle when crystal and brea would have taken care of me, and especially for not being around when they were trying to reach me. they are sweeties, and i hope their schedules are easier to handle since i won't be part of it. and i especially hope that brea feels better soon ( Read more... )

are you free tonight and/or tomorrow night? I'm in a bit of a jam. I'm watching the neighbor's nine year old son (a cutie indeed) for a few days while they're out of town. I'm staying in the house, taking him to school, etc. I have training for my job for a few hours tonight and tomorrow night. I told them they needed to find a babysitter for ( Read more... )

these hamster mood icons are fuckin' wierd. wtf ...

I GOT THE JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yay me! I'm totally excited. It's an even cooler company than I thought -- I learned a lot about it during my second interview. Training starts thursday or so ... they didn't even call my references first!! WHOOOO!! Off to vote ... and celebrate!!

going on my fifth hour of intensive research on the candidates for ... well, everything. I've decided who I'm voting for for governor, senator, house representative, and state representative. It's all very fascinating and exciting and a little mind-numbing. but god, I can finally vote!!!!!!!

I just wrote a letter to a dear high school teacher who wrote me in reply to an email I sent her awhile ago. I wrote this, and it is so very true. I don't even know how I'm alive. This proves that the concept of deserving things is a fallacy ( Read more... )