The last couple weeks since I've been back from the Warrior Leader Course have been less anything close to enjoyable. My boss hasn't been giving me work and all my friends are busy which means I've been sitting around WAAAAAAAAAAAY TOOO FUCKING MUCH. Meredith has been bearign the brunt of that heh, which I appreciate alot, but she has to be ( Read more... )

life is a good thing

I am so incredibly emotionaly exhausted and I dont have anywhere to go and I dont know what to do about it. And dont tell me I'm overreacting cuz you odnt have any idea whats its like to be copmletley and utterly alone.

Why do I function so much better when I think that absolutely no one cares about me at all?

What a terribly sad and dissapointing thing to be stubborn about...

especially when it causes someone else so much pain

If I could get away from you I would, if I could forget about you I would, but all I can do is close the curtains in front of you. It doesnt work however because I know you are still standing there behind them.

And that is the dilemma you leave me with.

Love is not a feeling and it can only be expressed in the things you are willing to do for whatever it is you love. There is no room for you in it, just the good that will be accomplished for whatever it is you love from these actions that you take. Even if you never get anything in return for them. The only feeling involved is when you feel it ( Read more... )

yea ok so last night was the coldplay concert. I'm pretty sure they are the most amazing band ever to walk this earth. They started out with huge openers and chris martin was dancing and running around like always. When they played Yellow all these big yellow balloons full of yellow confetti fell from the ceiling of the pavillion and chris said ( Read more... )

I'm pretty sure one of the most rediculous thigns ever concocted by corporate america is the pop up adveritising a program to get rid of pop ups.

Come on guys.

Whys it so hard for us as a race to keep our minds on whats important in life.