Yeah what can I say. Crimbo. Aye. My cocktail stash is going to grow soon for new year. No doubt some arse will try and take advantage of the fact that I wanna have a bit o booze to make cocktails and not to supply their night. Past couple of weekends I've been feeling anti-social, I've not had a proper shower for almost 3 weeks and I asked my ( Read more... )

Feeling distant from anything social. No one to blame apart from myself. How to move on out of this masochistic unsocial reality. No one about at night to talk to when I finish my shit job, either online or in the real world. No one to talk to at work without using broken english which is highly unevolving for me. It's not my usual s.a.d ( Read more... )

Just got the plane back from Nam, I need a big shite. That's all I have to say for now since I have under 1 minute left on my internet time. :p
I think I will go break some toilet in Gat on the Wick ;)

Indeed when I left home to goto work there was something in the air I could not quite describe. I'm not one for keeping up-to date with current affairs no more as they just depress the hell out of me, but this was one hell of a funny day. Oh how I mock some of this race we are sposed to call human. The self-centred irrelevance of it all is ( Read more... )

The end of the month draws quicker. Alistair from down-south comes north past the good ol border. Welcome to yer true home pal. (I cant do those friend tag things so nerr) I go away on holiday 4 days after he arrives so will have to catch up when I come back. I foolishly got drunk on saturday, smoked too much and played 'Monkey Ball'. I hope that ( Read more... )

I must shop for some leisurely trousers - tracksuit bottoms. I wish to start going to ninjitsu. This could be a good thing. Not much time before shops close and I'm still in my scratcher ( Read more... )

I have a personal curse to break. I doubt I will ever break it in this lifetime. Maybe that is just being negative, but I guess it's all about personal outlook. I think I will hang with my real friends who I know and love just to put my feelings behind me. I hope things will go my way one day, till that day comes I will take things with a pinch of ( Read more... )

Well I had to get the hell outta the house for a wee bit, so I went and bought some music. So I went and let it out and did my thing, with a boom boom boom and bang bang bang.

No TV no news!

Well I feel fucking appreciated. Father has some friends around, that's cool. Father's boyfriend gets out of his fucking scratcher. Father's boyfriend and father realise that it's one of their friend's birthday. I find that my father's boyfriend gives this person a present which I gave to 'MY FATHER' when I was poorly skint and on the dole. I feel ( Read more... )

Just went outside for a wee smoke and to feel the morning air. Had to turn on the outside light since we have foxes roaming the area. One of my cats decided it wanted some strokes so that was fine, until the distraction of a moth tore it away. Now this is quite a big house cat and it chased this windswept moth around until it eventually sat on it, ( Read more... )