So my doctor wants me to start journaling again. So once again, I'm back ( Read more... )

What can I say about life right now ( Read more... )

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so after a long day of worrying and whatnot, and after a brief little break down... i was waiting for Becky to pick me up and decided to give Jeff a call at the hospital (some payphone actually) A guy picked up and called for Jeff who sounded so happy and so much better than before. I'm not going to lie, I cried cos I was so happy that he felt ( Read more... )

i'm not going to be able to see my boy for who knows how long... i get to visit him anytime 2pm - 8pm but thats not the same thing as getting to lie down with him for hours without a care in the world ( Read more... )

School is almost over, thank god. I find it so hard to wake up in the morning knowing pretty much how my day will turn out (school wise ( Read more... )

i stole this from emily ( Read more... )

okay, so I have straight A's and no friends ( Read more... )

okay so after i posted whatever that is below this post (poem?), i reread the post i left back in october ( Read more... )

i'm just realizing now
that i dont have to be
what you want or expect
i dont have to be anything
anything at all, just yet
and i am able to make
my own goddamn mistakes
to find out what i like
and what it is i want
in order to be me
rather than becomming
just another you.