i really wish
that everything i touched didnt fall apart.
i really really wish
that i could shut my fucking mouth
and i could actually learn from my mistakes
i really really really wish
that i could have everything to how it was like 24 hours ago

why do so many younger guys like me ?

i visited university of new england (une)
and i lovedddd it.
so hopefully ill get accepted ?!

it has been a year, yesterday ( Read more... )

kay so school is out, as of last thrusday ( Read more... )

alright alright ( Read more... )

stressed and depressed

stressed and depressed

stressed and depressed

pretty much the story of my life right now

so.
im still depressed,
im still sick.
im still shaky.
im still confused.
im still in love with him.

but i dont wanna kill myself anymore.
and they took away all my pills.
and ive decided that id rather have him as a friend,
instead of nothing at all..

Closure has come to me myself,
You will never belong to me.

ill take 5 more pills
so i dont have to feel.

im a shaky rock soild foundation