far too familiar with this hour of the night. far too familiar with this feeling, these thoughts. far too familiar with these conversations, these questions and the programmed replies. far too familiar with the process. far too familiar with this wetness. far too familiar with the logic behind this. far too familiar with the "talk to you later", ( Read more... )

Tired, inefficient, insufficient, worn, secluded, socially claustrophobic, misinterpreted, unattractive, overindulged. Cluttered, confused, undecided, fat, ugly, dirty, a little angry. Awkward, unstipulated, lacking stimulus, physically and mentally bored. Eager to learn, distrustful, sick, sober, untrustworthy, stressed. Worried, anxious, ( Read more... )

I feel as if I'm floating each time he starts to talk about moments, beautiful moments we've shared, that in my mind were replaced by sour ones. He talks about the same moments I used to hold on to when I wanted to walk away, before they were replaced by the moments of which I would constantly remind myself to keep away from him ( Read more... )

It once was anticipated, the time we spent together ( Read more... )

Even when it's great, better than it ever has been before, it isnt.

he came to pick me up and being driven felt so good. He put his forearm on my knee and his hand on the stick to change gears. he talked to me all night, motioned to ask about my knee and if it was better, put a huge corny star around my neck while we danced and agreed with a bouncer when he said "oh there's your star right there, dont loose it ( Read more... )

I am not here.
I dont know where I am
If you find me, bring be back.
Put me where Im supposed to be.

"My Sacrifice"

Hello my friend, we meet again
It's been awhile, where should we begin?
Feels like forever
Within my heart are memories
Of perfect love that you gave to me
Oh, I remember

When you are with me, I'm free
I'm careless, I believe
Above all the others we'll fly
This brings tears to my eyes
My sacrifice

We've seen our share of ups and downs
Oh how ( Read more... )

Como valoro la vida cuando vivo para amarte y amarte me apaga un poco más cada día ( Read more... )

Something ___________ this way comes....