suddenly, we are friends again ( Read more... )

I thought that once you left for good that I'd be able to breathe ( Read more... )

just a little update ( Read more... )

I really really love the Olympics.  I'm not going to lie.  Competition is one of my favorite things ever.....and the Olympics are FULL of competition.  Michael Phelps.  Need I say more???  Watching it all makes me wish that I was more athletic....haha ( Read more... )

So here I am, enjoying my life without you.  Why in the hell of the world I wanted to put you back in it, I don't know.  So we are talking about all of the reasons you don't want to be my friend.  Sure, I said things because I was angry.  I've said awful things.  But that doesn't excuse the fact that you are a fucking loser.  YOU are the one that ( Read more... )

So today I go to Starbucks with my dad.  We happen to run into a friend of his.  He introduces me to this friend.  The friend asks what grade I'm going into.  I say that I'm a sophomore in college.  The guy asks if I skipped high school.  I say no.   He asks how old I am.  I tell him that I turn 19 next week.  He doesn't believe me.  I assure him ( Read more... )

So I decide that maybe I could try being his friend.....because I really miss the side of him that truly cared about me.  I missed the side that truly listened to me...even if it was something stupid.  I missed my best friend.  I tell him this.  He tells me that he needs a date to a wedding and that he was considering me.  I say that isn't such a ( Read more... )

Looking back on the person that I was my sophomore year of high school makes me feel stupid, ignorant, and undoubtedly immature.  I stopped using my Livejournal when the whole Myspace craze started.  I wish that I hadn't deleted my old myspace because then I'd be able to look back on that too--to read old messages and comments and immerse myself in ( Read more... )

eh...well, i'm not going to post as much. don't really want to i guess. oh well. not much has been happening. wednesday i went to val's house and hung out with her and amber and albert and her sister. beth and josh ended up coming over. it was fun. i had a lot of fun. we went on a walk and found a little dog named precious. it was kind of ( Read more... )

well, i guess that i should let everyone know how my week at montreat was, so here it goes ( Read more... )