ok.. i really gottts stop talking about my heart ALL the time..im becomming to annoying..i can see it in peoples eyes. and i gotta stop sryin my self to sleep every night.. face it caitlin....im a geek..it will never change. i dont care how much people tell me im not..its obvious..the more i try and be myself the more people dont want to be around ( Read more... )

OMGOSH! i have waited tooooooo long! its been what? 4 years! they r finally off! plus this morning i had a delay so i got to sleep in lol. i can eat anything i want now. i mean i did before but now i cant break anything lol. omg i was like smiling all day in school i thought pple werent going to notice but pple did! it was awesome. and tomorrow i ( Read more... )

i want to be an actor and singer but everytime i think of something that might help me get there, it always ends up being a dead end. i went to mtv.com and i went to MADE but when i got there it said "sorry but we are not looking for fame- seekers, models, singers, or movie stars." c'mon!..pple u dont know how many times i have tried to do the ( Read more... )

well obviously i knew that courtney was exagerating on the whole wrestling team thing...i mean of course a WHOLE WRESTLING TEAM could..nor..would ever like me. ANYWAY..i hate english SSSSSOOOOOO much(with a passion. seems like the more i try to study for things or do my best on things.. the worst i do. it TOTALLY SUX! i mean it makes me seem ( Read more... )

ok..courtney stops me in the hallway yesterday..and goes ( Read more... )

i should minus well die..i mean the pain in unbearable anymore. my mom thinks im having panic attacks but i not scared or anything. i cant have chocolate or soda or icecream anymore. i have already gone through blood tests, an E.P.G. which measures heart activity, and now im wearing a pacemaker monitor ( which is for people who r in there like 50s ( Read more... )

why do priests same christ-mass if they say it that way..shouldnt it be spelled with 2 ss? oh well i dont say it that way..anyway CHRISTMAS IS ALMOST HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! like one more day and im diving in a pool of presents. well i wont actaully dive cuz i mean i would hit my head on the floor(ouch). anyway i woke up and my sister was wrapping my ( Read more... )

i cant wait any longer!!!!!!..im going to new york 2morrow but thats not what im talking about!..i want christmas to come!! i just got MAIL!! OMG! i am so happy ..lol..well u see i never get mail online i do but like not from the mail man!!! OMFG!! i want to open it..disregarding the litle" dont open til christmas" thing on the back..phewf..who ( Read more... )

when ever i leave a comment no one ever writes back lol..oh well..well i was talking to shawn patternoster and he likes my friend and i told him i think that hes using me to get to her..he said he wasnt but idk..then i asked him if he would ever talk to me after wards and he said yeah..but then i said really..sad the guy who told my cuzin i was ( Read more... )

i am soooooooooooooooooo bored!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i want to no how to make it so that when i click something in my livejournal the screen will change with an awesome effect. but no one will tell me lol. oh well i have tried to figure it out on my own but i can't do it so....yea lol. well if anyone knows awesome! (could u tell me lol).
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