pple r telling one thing and others r telling me another. look if jake has a gf thats fine..just tell me.. but when pple just keep telling me one thing and then say oh...no he doesnt ..its like well which one is it cuz either way he wouldnt even like me..i dont even ask but pple just tell me these things. idk i like him but i dont even know him.. ( Read more... )

people will tell me that im pretty but i can tell when some1 is lieing. i mean i dont think im that horrible looking. idk...i cant stress it anymore..i mean people will think what they think. but i hope someday like b4 i turn 25 ill have a bf. i mean it really doeant matter bt i mean i dont want to die alone. or be one of tose pple who doenst have ( Read more... )

courtney and i have gotten in to fights b4 but not like this..oh well. it was technically her fault but not all of it. anyway...i no jake is a junior and is going to the prom w/ a girl named erica. and a reliable source tells me that jake might like her. well obviously im not positive but i bet he does like her. i mean i never thought he could like ( Read more... )

lately all i have been doing is fighting with my parents..and i think the truth came out today when my mother was tlaking to me..she said u make my life living hell or something like that. idk they do alot for me but i still think that they some where in there hearts no that they hate me. idk it makes me soooo sad to no that im such a horrible ( Read more... )

yesterday coach rea called me to ask me to come bac kto the team. i couldnt believe it.i was like in shock. everyone told me that i should go back. and well i did.but i wish i had waited until 2morrow because today we did BUNTING ..i hate bunting..and we did literally 45 sprints long distance. it SUCKED!! oh well..amanda got the same offer but she ( Read more... )

well forget jose and all those other pple i liked...this kid from the wrestling team soooooooooooo CUTE!! his name is jake nihard. but the one thing is..is that when ever i tell pple i like someone they automatically think i want to go out with him. although that wouldnt be the worst thing lol..i mean i wouldnt mind lol..but most likly i just dont ( Read more... )

i actually went to a softball meeting today after school. but i have to get a physical by monday or i cant try out. and i also have to get my parents to sign my permission slip for both the ring dance and so i can play softball. i still cant believe that tickets are like 30 bucks per person. what..is our school like running out of miney or sumthing ( Read more... )

when i turn 18 i think im going to get a nose job...or maybe when im 16/17..idk. i hate my nose its soooo big it sticks out so far! its sooo unacctractive...im so unaccractive. maybe if i become more pretty guys will like me more(probably not but its worth a try). all of my friends have nice small noses..even olivia has a small nose. plus my nose ( Read more... )

i went to the mall yesterday and i bought this HUGE eeyore with bunny ears on it!! soooo cute! and i also bought a shirt from abercrombie and earings from charlotte rouse and the new edition of Bambi!!! i watched last night, i no its sort of a sad movie but i still wanted it lol. Liz wants to go to the mall again on monday but, i dont no if i can ( Read more... )

the ring dance is in a week and i dont have a date(not that it matters), i dont have a ride....well my parents can drive me but, then i would basically be going to the ring dance alone. i mean not walking in with at least one friend. no one is like talking about it. and most of the people who have talked about it have rides with other people. and i ( Read more... )