Writing this made me feel sooo much better! i dont know why tho.... just able to spill emotions that otherwises dont make sense when i speak properly ( Read more... )

yesterday and today ive been so sick with some mystery virus. My throat kills, everything hurts. I spoke to my mum and she said she had the same thing and told me some more ways of relieving it, so i feel a bit better but not much. Then i got terrible wind, i felt like i was having a baby, rang mum and all i could do was moan and shes like "stop ( Read more... )

i cleaned up at my dads and water some of the garden,remember cleaning up always helps, i always forget ( Read more... )

i was soo depressed yesterday and last nite, i woke up at 2 to hear a car sliding around the street, bloodly gave me a heart attack, sounded like it was right outside my window, then looked and saw i had a message from Rohan, returning my hug and saying that Janes says hi and hopes i feel better....jealously alarm bells rang all nite and i felt ( Read more... )

On Tues nite when Rohan came back we went out to dinner and then made out at the castle then Rohan asked if he could spent the nite at my place. It was 2 when we got to my mums, katherine(my cousin) was asleep. So we made out a bit more (im a bit vocal tho if Kath heard anything she hasnt said anything) then we slept but i was so sore , my hips and ( Read more... )

oh im crying sweetie, im so glad to just know that u know! weird! Rohan is in Melbourne(he is originally from Melb. love those melb. boys eheheh) (perth?exotic? hee he) hes there celebrating his grandmothers 80. erica pouts. But he said he would write me a txt everyday he was gone, and i wasnt expecting much but here are the following texts so far ( Read more... )

i need to be real and i need to get this off my chest. Do i still love jason? i guess so, but more as a brother? sometimes i wonder. Last time i saw him he had a bottle pressed between his thighs and i told him that it looked bad, he laughed then patted my nose with his finger, i drew back as though he had stung me and i gave him a furious glare, ( Read more... )

i dreamt bout Rohan all nite, in one dream he lead me to a balcony and on it a rug to lie on, candles and 1,000s of presents! i remember opening one and it was a tiny horse carosuel with one horse? and it was playing a simple tune(but i cant remember it ahhhh!) then i awoke then drifted off to Rohan kissing me all over my body! sigh ( Read more... )

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i dont know, i dont care. Tonight i didnt panic, once. I didnt worry, i didnt wonder, and Rohan kissed me on the forehead like he had been doing it for years, and that is the thing that took my breath away, and that is the thing i most remember. Today i met up with Alica again to have coffee and bitch bout the teachers! we had chai lattes at guru, ( Read more... )