You'd think by now that i'd be better at handling my emotions when i leave. Things aren't quite as bad as last time but i still have this big empty feeling eating away at my insides now that i'm back "home". Apart from working this week there isn't much to distract me either, now that my studys are done for his year i have a lot of spare time ( Read more... )

Write 10 statements intended towards 10 different people but never tell them it was about them or would never say it to their face or somethimg you wish you would have said, but didn't ( Read more... )

My LiveJournal Trick-or-Treat Hauleffbee goes trick-or-treating, dressed up as catherine zeta jones.jordanhatesyou tricks you! You get a wad of paper.lakitu7 tricks you! You get a wet rag.rivorus gives you 16 dark blue vanilla-flavoured gumdrops.robinfensom tricks you! You lose 15 pieces of candy!sodge tricks you! You lose 1 pieces of candy! ( Read more... )

I mailed the final bit of this year's university work today which means no more studying until after christmas, whoo! I've been thinking about changing degree subjects though, i can see the options i have lined up now becoming very dull for the next few years and that isn't going to make me motivated to get this finished. Hmmm, we shall see. I ( Read more... )

I'm almost done with my studying for this year now but i still have one last thing to do. Hopefully it won't take too long to get out of the way and then its just a matter of deciding how much i want to take on for next year ( Read more... )

For some unknown reason i've been in a really really shitty mood for the last few days. Well, pretty much for the last week. I've tried not to show it and i've tried to force myself into feeling better but of course that never works. Hmm ( Read more... )

My birthdays have a great habit of being pretty boring and/or dramafests. We're only a few hours into this one so things havent had a chance to kick off yet but hopefully i wont need to update this thing later on in the day saying how crap things have turned out to be. As far as i know there arent any big plans for the rest of the day, i think im ( Read more... )

Man, its been another one of those weeks. No matter how hard i try to meet new people and be social and happy and everything, it seems like nobody cares. It feels like i'm just repeating the same situation over and over again, even when i try new approaches. Whether its somebody online or at work or just around the house, i seem to get the same ( Read more... )

So. Yeah. Yet another week has flown by. Imagine that ( Read more... )

So another week has gone by and i have no idea where the all of the time went. I really have no idea what i did this week. Oh, i did manage to get some studying done and um.. hmm. I need to start making better use of my time instead of sitting around playing games or watching movies all day. So tomorrow i will finally get my ass into town to do ( Read more... )