saturday night:

-got pulled over
-almost got arrested
-saw david milner at a party (hott!)
-danced with a gangster
-fell out of a bronco (hurt my ankle)
-slept for 4 hours
-kissed ass to a cop
-fell down on the sidewalk
-saw corey boy love<3 ( Read more... )

eh...?

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i still am friggin im love with him <3 i hugged him today and i felt like i belonged
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(the lumina has racing stripes:)

why give you my heart when you can break it right here?...

i need him so bad. i was so much happier when he was around. now my days are just...blah... ive tried to let him go but i cant. and its been 2 months already and the end is still nowhere in sight. everyday i wake up, drive to school, get coffee, smile at him as i walk by, go thru 1st period, walk with tyler and see him again. if im lucky i see him ( Read more... )

depression is a bitch…it needs to die seriously…a few weeks ago it felt like I had everything that I wanted and had been waiting for and now it feels like it has all been taken away from me…like *POOF*its all gone…on top of that, im not even sure I have a car anymore…it wont start…dammit…plus I havent had straight hair for like a week because my ( Read more... )

mmmmkay...its nappy blazer number two today. these fashion no no's must be stopped.

im going to go home and lay in the sun. my tan from last summer is just now beginning to fade
:-(

i hate fashion no no's

)))people shouldnt wear nappy outdated plaid blazers(((

ah yess friday...<3

i friggin love you laura...puking in the garbage can is love. i almost died laughing..effin whores next door-_-

im over it..ive given up..its not for me

its actually sunny today. i feel like wearing shorts and suntanning. its actually so bright i cant see...its bliss

this is actually turning into a pretty good effin day. i got to see my tyler and i know hes ok. he can make me laugh so hard...:-) i saw my mike too and i tried not to think about how depressed he really makes me. he smiled at me and waved though and then i was happy again. (he looks very nice today) so far so good: i havent eaten too much candy ( Read more... )

im going to stop pretending...pretending you dont love someone is extremely difficult work

i miss him so much. everytime i see him it makes my heart hurt. what i wouldnt give to be able to be with him again...<3