...now hes just another face in the hall...

okay lauren..you need to go to hell for lying to me. that didnt happen and you know it. i dont know what i have ever done to you to deserve that but whatever. youre a really bad lier and you thnk youre hot but youre not

(i like to go more in depth into this situation but i better not because i dont feel like it...plus some of you already know)

i just want it to all be over now. i just want to close my eyes and make it go away...but i cant. i wish i was prettier so it would be easier for him to love me but i cant. why does life have to hurt me this bad?

just go away leave me alone...stop hurting me more than you already have. what the hell is wrong with you? cant you see that you're hurting me or do you even care ( Read more... )

i went for a walk with daniel tonight. we talked like we havent since summer-time. it was friggen awesome becasue it was pouring rain and night-time. it would have been better if i wasnt so cold. it was nice to have someone to talk to....

another fall into the dark abyss...will this fall never end ( Read more... )

...save me...

i flippin hate schedule changes. i have health (which is ultra boring) now and i never can see mike. part of me really wants to go back to p.e....im really thinking about it...really...i just want to hold him and hug him and get warm since is so cold outside. everyday now...i miss him ( Read more... )

ahhh..this is heaven...i went out with mike last night (finally). he met my parents and the really like him. (yess)he had a wrestling match earlier and his back was really sore because a guy had crashed his head into his back. he asked if he could hold my hand and we saw the in good company movie and he leaned on me because his back really hurt and ( Read more... )

omg...let me just die...just lay down and die. this always happens to me. got hurt again. im so dead right now, i dont even care about myself anymore. just numb. why does this ever hapen to anyone and me over and over again. i hate my life. just let me die