everything in me wants to move too fast in the wrong direction. that's why we can't just leave here, because i'm not sure i want to go there.

luckily i am stubborn and proud enough not to let something silly like that get in the way.

keep making the mistake of thinking of the future. then i freak about the future since it won't end up that way. then i can't stand the present.

being able to control the world is such a burden.

when did "afraid" become the new "just not that into you?"

man up.

because I can't risk you hearing me talk in my sleep about things I can't discuss while awake.

When I get back to Seattle, it's like so many things will be going right. I will suddenly have around me so many people that I love, we will be doing the things we talked about doing together. I will have these new people in my life, one in particular, that make me so happy to be here. Some of my new family here will have their own new family, and ( Read more... )

Everything says I should stop this now. Everyone disagrees. Conundrum.

You might as well end things now. Save me the trouble of starting a fight over nothing later on.

Come on, just ask. I promise you won't like the answer.

because it helps me recreate a childhood I was never allowed to have.

Not that I'm mad about it, but if I never had it, at least someone did. And I can pretend, with a sweet ass soundtrack.

Christ. I miss my pops.

im going to marry my work.

and yeah, it's all for the money.

haters gonna hate, but being too tired to do anything but sleep at night makes life way easier. so will an iPad.

"I think it could be really good for you, to find someone where it's not just about the physical. I want you to be happy, and I think that is a great step, where it's not just about sex."

I think that it's good for you to finally think you are in a place to condescend to anyone, so I won't tell you how off you are.