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4/3/09
I am almost there.
I will post it soon. and I am embarrassed by my soul, by what I feel but I can not turn aside. It is who I am.
it is my fondest wish. -
because I spend more time there
I am on twitter as EFNG and Facebook as Matthew Gallaer -
Almost a year
Almost a year since I moved to this city.
MY city.
this is no longer san francisco - this is home. I know the streets, I know the places, I know the people. I know who I am.
I have never had the feelings for a place like I do for sf. I have never felt so at peace with a place, so delighted just to live where I live.
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3/8/09 - a day.
Last week through my life into question. this weekend was an affermation of who I am,of what I am doing.
Before you can have the answer you must ask the question.
too much to detail now, too much to not mention.
Mimes,friend,country men lend me your sausage. For this is the winter of our deepest content. better to dance in the sun than to never have ( Read more... ) -
Monkeysage is now EFNG
yup. This is still matt/mrbuttboy/what have you. Now know as efng. More to follow later, as if anyone cares too much but the name change sprung itself on me, just went and changed a couple accounts to efng. I didn't have much choice really.
Eternal Fucking New Guy at your service. -
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This past sunday I was at a party, sitting around having a good time, just enjoying myself. Little did I suspect the danger I was in. The 2 small containers appeared on the table and seemed harmless when opened. Inside they contain what appeared to be merely ice cream: one white with black specs, the other a smooth,pale green ( Read more... ) -
A leaf on the wind
If you are lucky, there is a moment when you "get it". A moment when everything just flows right,when obstacles just melt before you no matter how difficult. When walls become windows, doors become archways. If your blessed you are aware of it when it happens.
We don't get to choose these moments, when they start or when they end. All we get is the ( Read more... ) -
Can the amazing become commonplace?
There is a moment when you see the difference. there is a point in time when you realize your world is different.
when you realize you dreams are made manifest there is a moment of virtgo. when you see the world that you dream and the world that you live are one and the same.
I can not say enough,I can not speak the words you will hear. my second ( Read more... )