i never went anywhere, i just had a snowball's chance in hell to voice what's going on.

what's going on all around.

and i still can't articulate it fully for now, know this: my shit is packed, i have a new passport, and i'm going back.

i have to try.

it will probably come as no surprise to anyone that i moved to the castro. every aspect of moving to SF was so world-bendingly, enormously hard that when someone said to me, "hey, i think you'd like the castro." i latched onto the idea with six-inch long talons and never let go. it was something solid to work toward, at least, when so much was ( Read more... )

startling as fuck, seeing a bright, leaf-green propel station on the side of the street. it was the grand opening or something, from what i could tell of the large group of people clapping, all happy to support biodiesel. meanwhile, i'm driving my beast of a Cadillac convertable right on by, shoulders hunched, irony crawling all over the scene ( Read more... )

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a photographer dove into the water to photograph the Deepwater Horizon spill from a different perspective.


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love isn't real.

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hide: you are getting your dick sucked.
hide: diff.
hide: chigau.
Imai: i am going to fuck him after
hide: how hum-drum.
Imai: fuck encompasses a lot darling
hide: don't fucking call me darling while you're getting your dick sucked that is sick.
Imai: darling
hide: i fucking hate you.

"this journal has been deleted and purged."

i really shouldn't give a shit, but i really give a shit.

god damn you.

what a cocksucker.

i need a cigarette (shit) and a KMFDM album. i am not at home, so GaGa will have to do.

it's my day to pick the music in the salon, as we rotate for fairness. i've been feeling particularly stupid lately and had a bug up my ass to listen to The Cure. working with a lot of trendy-wendy 20-somethings (Irene, Freddie and myself being the oldest) a lot of my cohorts had not had the pleasure of this particular shit filling up their ears ( Read more... )