I have no idea what I'm supposed to type. I'm sorry that I've posted a few serious posts in a row. I feel shit. I feel shit for laying the "thing" on Adam and Jon. It's apparently "OK" or "allowed"!!! Either way I feel bad about it. I just want Tuesday to be over so that I know one way or another. I hate me for putting my friends in that possition ( Read more... )

So today I finally got round to making that doctors appointment for Tuesday. I'm most likely going to end up in the hospital being pumped full of radiation and then having pretty pictures taken with fancy cameras. I don't like having my picture taken unless I'm drunk and they won't like that so I'd better be sober. Looking forward to the ( Read more... )

Weird Dreams I had last night:

• Being pissed off that Adam wouldn't sing karaoke with me
• Going back to school as a "mess teacher" My job was to teach kids how to
  break stuff
• Lots of heavy things being dropped on me. Mostly across my torso. That
  hurt.
• Flying up a tunnel. Or I could have been falling down a hole head first ( Read more... )

Ooooh. Saturday was good yet bad. Got up at 6am and went to work, finished work, went to pub, went to other pub, went home. Then the fun begins. Met Jon and titface (Adam) in the Moo-hoo-rings. Then went to moshulu and got a bit pissed. Adam had previously failed to get Es, yet in moshulu he got some, I didn't really want to get Ed anymore, but I ( Read more... )

The stress is still here. I'm also really tired. I need to sleep. everything is on hold at the moment. It's not good. Short sentences are best for now. So much shit that I really don't want to do that needs to be done. I could just say fuck it, but that might be a little too irresponsible. I do not want this.

The Matrix Revolutions ( Read more... )

Stress. Stress. Stress.

That was the order of the day. Nothing stressfull occured except the thing, but I'm not typing about the thing until I know if it truely is stressfull. STREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS ( Read more... )

What a weekend. Friday: pub, dress up as Adam, chickenkiev and Dan's party, moshulu, the mystical portal on top of the denburn (faulty portal might I add). With "booze, booze, booze" all the while. I'm pretty sure that I failed to be "Adam-wide" but I did try at times. The trying left me thinking I was more sober than I was. I was quite convinced that I was ( Read more... )

I killed Pete in the Vodka bar at about 18:15. It was ace. I had lipstick and everything. As of right now only six remain. I need to kill at least four out of the other five to take the title. Better if I kill the remaining five, but I'm most likely going to be drunk and die tonight. Still, one kill is more than I seriously though possible.

YAY ( Read more... )

Assassins is ON! Before I got home (and yes, I did actually wait till I got home before I opened the envelope) I had the fear. Now that I have the name of my first target I'm all excited. I'm going shopping tomorrow for halloween and "cleaner" goods. Though I know fine well that the more I spend on "cleaner" goods, the faster I shall be expired. I ( Read more... )