Everybody knows somebody ( Read more... )

if it can be broken
than it can be fixed
and so
I'M IN CONTROL
I'M
IN
CON-
TROL.
I'M_IN_C_O_N_T_R_O_L________.

Next time,
call somebody who has a car.

it might work out
to your advantage.

to that last entry...

if anyone has a floor or couch i could
crash on, it would much appreciated;
my current homesituation is not a
safe or healthy one for that matter.

thanks.

i guess jonny was right,
all those things he used to say-
all those times he would yell to me,
that i am the most selfish, most self-
destructive person he has ever met, that
i couldn't ever be a lover, that i could never
possibly really, truely, love some ( Read more... )

...and three nights ago,
we were having sex,
for five hours, continuously.

I sure walked into the scene...

I think my boyfriend tried to
kill himself last night,
and today he has been missing.
I have to call the hospitals now.

what a selfish motherfucker.
if anybody is going to fuck
themeselves in my relationships
it is going to be me!

I've got my million dollar contract, and I have no idea what I have been waiting for?! There are plenty of men clouser to my own age, who do deserve me; and I have been making them compete with these boy-ish middle age asses who do not deserve me, not even my smile. What have I been making them wait for?! Welcome home dignity! (if I die with ( Read more... )

I don't understand why
everybody keeps going
away from me. it hurts.

and so goes the first car wreck!

I have a minor head injury,
a fractured clavical,
and a fractured hand.

no news yet on the car.