I got stood up.
I got let down.

I'm starting to learn
alot more about circles,
then I knew about lines.

Las Vegas gave Blaire a boyfriend.
Utah gave Blaire boobs.
And this city gave Blaire
the break in her sidewalk;
that she so desperately needed.

And some thing has given me any thing,
which is also referred to as no thing...

Some?body help me. some how.

Dear Puzzel piece;

I'll take an inch,
but I would sure love a mile.

Your lady in waiting,

Elysa

this is the first day of my "new" life ( Read more... )

i walked in to a quiet room with a widow in the hallway. i've been in the car for 3 hours, but i'm not tired. i'm thinking about patrick. about the sex. about the envelopes i just purchased from the card shoppe. about this future. about my mother, and how i'm going to work with her on this. how i'm counting on her to understand how important this ( Read more... )

4 very bare white walls
and the smell of your
sex on my body.

going away
couldn't get
an easier than this.

I want one last, "this is what my fingers do to your insides...". "this is why you like it." I want one more night, so that on this 'x' night I may become your student- learn to seduce myself. I would feel so much better if you just pulled all of this energy, all of this frustration out of me, in one swift druken grab.

You, Patrick,
have treated me better
than any man
in my entire life.

Poor Patrick,
everybody expects
something from you.
Everybody wants
something from you.

GOD.

What I wouldn't give
to be you; for some-
body to want something
me from me other than my body.

AND,

-you want to know why I expect something from you? Because you know when you are sad and you're crying and you want your mother or you want to come ( Read more... )

Always,
leave it up to the
prince Patrick to come
rescue me.
My body feels new again,
and I feel full,
and I feel safe, again.