I guess wishes do come true.
OLD journal entry dating back to 13th April 2006:
"i keep feeling...not alone...but that...i would be better of if i was...well...not exactly...i feel that pretty soon everyone will get bored of me...and so i will be alone...and that maybe it would be better/easier like that"

Guess wat? I am now actualy alone. pretty much ( Read more... )

OMG ( Read more... )

Haha work was fun today ( Read more... )

YAY, hehe
i have an ect 45 mins cause mikes giving me a lift.
HAHA I'm so lazy! its amazing.
ohwell.
I'll have to walk home
:D

Yup...my birthday is over, i am now 17 years old ( Read more... )

Its my birthday today!!!
hehe :D Happy birthday to me!!!
xxxx

Im happy :D
Im dancing
and singing
and listening to music

LIFE IS FUN LOUD

I want to write a book.
I want to write it to my friends
I want to write about all the happy things.
All the great times.
Before they get forgotton.
So even when we're old. we can read them, and be happy.

I want to make more of these moments, memories
But....I dont feel right.
I'm so confused
Its my birthday on sunday
I wish it wasnt

The holiday has come to an end, even though I'm not actualy at school. Past 2 days i have felt so incredably shit! have spent them in bed. Could barely move on friday...just had no energy then saturday started to feel really ill and ergh! lol. starting to feel bit better now, though still  icky and ergh ( Read more... )

so more on my crappy valentines week ( Read more... )