I've always had a difficult time being around people for an extended period of time. On a typical day I go from work right to hanging out for the night, and so might not have any time alone for weeks. I don't always notice how draining this is for me... I mean, I want to be having fun... until all of a sudden I don't want to be around people ( Read more... )

On a recent camping trip to Alex Bay with the fam. I realized two different things ( Read more... )

I am by far the happiest that I have ever been.

Yesterday Ben told me that he can always tell when I'm on my period before I tell him because... get this... because of the way my skin smells! This is probably the most interesting fact that I've learned in a long time. I have a lot of questions about it, but don't really desire to look it up yet, because I'm pretty happy with not knowing for ( Read more... )

... you'll eventually get an infinite run of tails? I can't help but feel that that's what is happening to me today. Each interaction that we have has odds of coming out a certain way. We're not typically aware of this - because, well, the good and bad tend to cancel each other out etc. etc. But today I was hit on all fronts. I'm looking ( Read more... )

I think I'm back to livejournal for my narcissitic haverings. I tried out blogger, but the whole thing felt a bit too public, and I love some of the old entries here. I just finished reading all of them, and it's funny to me how many of my plans were wrong (working in the health indurstry / actually getting my trainer certification), and how many ( Read more... )

Lately I've been going a little crazy. Here is a list of reasons ( Read more... )

It looks like the insomnia is back
I knew it was coming
I felt it creeping up on me slowly
... I went out a lot
because if you're at a bar
it's not a disease.

But eventually
its 1 am
and you don't want to get out of bed
but you can't sleep
and you tell yourself you'll catch up on it tomorrow
and you go a little crazy.

I thought Valentine's Day was just a day... but it seems like the lovefest has started already? Is it like this every year? Its like how Christmas "starts" on Thanksgiving. Oy.

*LAST ( Read more... )