About a year and a half ago I had to drive to work from Alameda to Downtown San Francisco during prime time rush hour FOR TWO weeks…No problem. For years as a NEW driver I navigated highways of New York, Long Island Expressway, and the like (with a stick shift)……No sweat. Here I am older and more experienced as a driver, yet, the roads… ( Read more... )

I was about the achieve omnipresent intergalactic oneness when I realized…………….It may very well not be possible for me yet. Even Wiley Coyote needs to read a book on gravity before he falls down the canyon……….. sometimes ( Read more... )

I’ve been neglecting Live Journal for a bit. I’ve been around, but not really here. Boredom does strange things with my mind. I start to think of things that maybe I should not be thinking about. I’d write about more of them but the fact of the matter is I hate to write. I don’t write. This Journal is very much one of the first times I really ( Read more... )

It has come to my recent attention that someone from my past likes to spread horrible words against me. Misrepresentation of the truth and fabrication of reality are this persons friend. My initial reaction was to react with derision, only to myself of course. I feel it below myself to bother taking action against such childish things. ( Read more... )

It is not uncommon for someone to feel down. It happens to everyone from time to time, even me. I never get “too far gone” though because I find it paramount to look at things in perspective. I remember where I come from, where I’ve been and where I am. Things could always be worse……….Much worse ( Read more... )

I can’t sleep and I can only stare into the blacky void of black darky darkness for so long ( Read more... )

A New Year has come upon us and so I feel it compelling to try the online journal bit. I seek to satiate the relatively unfulfilled voyeur / Exhibitionist aspects of what has always to me been a private life. There was, however, always method to that private madness. Perhaps it was the fear that if people knew what I was thinking I’d be pulled ( Read more... )