geeze, i dont even know how to feel anymore. I went to Mary Holman's memorial service yesterday, it was heartbreaking. Such an amazing woman (not to mention pool player!) who was the best hugger that anyone could have ever shared a hug with, none will compare to hers. She left this world because of a cancer, but as many all would agree in a ( Read more... )

i feel alone.......

....anyone care to join me?

so he is back... and different. He dosent even see taht i am crumbeling inside....breaking...all because of what he said. How can he tell me something so serious and then act like i am not even there...and that she is his world...i am left in the dark...after all i do and did for him...he wont even ever give me the chance to act upon what he said ( Read more... )

anyone in butlers hota 1st or 7th period what was due yesterday!?!?!

Pur Your Schedule Below: ( Class - Not Teacher ( Read more... )

i wonder....i wonder how many seconds, minutes, days go by that we do nothing but let the time pass and slip through our hands. i started to look at colleges for the first time tonight, yes a little late i know but i have to admit i was scared and still am. Scared for the future and what it may hold. As hold and mature as we may think or feel we ( Read more... )

just leave me the fuck alone. i dont want to talk to anyone, i dont want to see anyone, not that anyone makes an attempt to do that anyways. i am so sick of people being fake and acting like they like me in person. i am alone and i will stop pretending i will become a recluse if i had to, i dont have a family i thought at least i had friends but i ( Read more... )

I am so fed up with guys, with drama, with family, with being alone and the only one who knows myself. My grandma is out of twon for 2 weeks, i think i am goin to excapt by living there, i think i am going to cry...

this is the end ( Read more... )

I know i havent posted in forever and i wanted to give a huuggggeee welcome home to sean! Sean, i know that u are only here from the 19th-2nd but i hope that you have a great time, my best to you and angel!