self talks v. 2.0

[eighteen_]

I can't remember when and where it first dawned on me that getting ahead in life would mean hiding everything from everyone. You learn to hide truths, emotions, lies, secrets, pasts, futures, dreams-all in some ridiculous attempt to keep others from keeping you back. To say this sort of armor always backfires is almost redundant. Suddenly you find

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[walrus828]

this is the book i told you about:
http://www.pawel.wojcik.com/dziewczyny/default.html

[walrus828]

i think i miss you on some days more than others. there are some instances where i just know your prescence would make them better. i am sorry if we have drifted so far apart in the last couple of months. it is amazing to see how much things can change in so short a period of time. i hope you still come to our little meetings in new york, at least once a year, where we'll discuss the most trivial of things. i think i miss pooping at the same time you do, the most...well, perhaps things of the sort, not just that. enjoy your today beautiful.

[eighteen_]

my glendaaaaaaaaaaa. I know we haven't had time to talk or hang out much with so much going on i.e. work. If there is one thing I hate the most about working it is not being able to see the people I love most- people who let me breath. I hope things are okay presently but dont worry about not being able to see each other much you are still and always will be my one and only glenda. There's no other like you nor will there ever be. We will definitely see each other this weekend and I am calling you tommorrow since I am not working.

There's always new york.

Love you verrrrrrry much
me.

hey you

[anonymous]

melissa is so rock n' roll...

Yea man