So I'm pretty bored and I've got a three digit number just sitting in my bank account (surprise no one has used my lost card!) so I'm going to bid on a few things at Ebay.

so far I've got these:

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Phoenix - If I ever feel better. mp3

use limewire or buy it on itunes. So good.

Yesterday to rid ourselves of intense boredom sister Steph and I decided to take a walk in the park. A Failed attempt at exercise and a digital camera and here are the results. Fun as it was I don't think I'll be 'working out' regularly anytime soon. I think I'll stick to crack, thank you very much.


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Aerosmith has been wailing on my ipod for the past half hour and I'm craving a bottle of tequila and a sombrero to top me off. This song is the kind you get piss drunk to & then end up leaving a hysterical message on your ex's machine in the middle of the night. I'm putting off my final term paper until the early hours of tommorrow because I'm a ( Read more... )

I just can't believe how close the end of the year has come. I can't believe how quickly it's passed and yet I also can't believe all the things that happened within that time span. I've spent all year mostly just blowing things off and trying to convince myself that I'm only human. I've met plenty of really great people. Really shitty people. ( Read more... )

Now I've come to the quick of things ( Read more... )

I can't remember when and where it first dawned on me that getting ahead in life would mean hiding everything from everyone. You learn to hide truths, emotions, lies, secrets, pasts, futures, dreams-all in some ridiculous attempt to keep others from keeping you back. To say this sort of armor always backfires is almost redundant. Suddenly you find ( Read more... )

I wish I had something to say ( Read more... )

leaving without you ( Read more... )

...They mentioned need that day. The word flung forth with so much pride it cut ghostly wounds across our faces. My eyes struck the floor in search of something. Meaning. The meaning of it all had to be there, pooling somewhere at their feet. You know the things you need to do. Need to have.I felt guilty then. Knowing I'd never needed anything nor ( Read more... )