So I have not used this shit in forever so all I gotta say is you know what I cant do this...Drinky Drinky time.......

Maybe if I tell myself I am better than I will actually be better.... Maybe?? So you're wondering.... What did you do today Amber? Well absolutely nothing is the answer. I layed in bed wondering if I asked my mom to bring me a knife...would she? because the kitchen is so far away and I did not think I could walk that far. I really hope I don't have ( Read more... )

Doctors are relatively stupid in my opinion.... I mean you get sick and go to the doctor and they are not even positive they know what it is..... then they prescribe you something and you have a fucking allergic reaction to it. I have been sick for a while now...about 4 days I would say. Go Chris for putting up with me and being really sweet to me ( Read more... )

Hi.....I realized the reason I don't write as mch in here anymoreis for the fact that no one ever responds to anything I say so I could say "Go fuck yourself with a pointy stick" and everyone would jus be like oh hum hum. Thats Amber's journal but it's always so I lame Im just not going to read it. Whatever, i may just change it to a diary and only ( Read more... )

Been a while since I las wrote... but the boy interest thing has been working out quite well, If i don't say so myself. We were kinda doing the friends with benifits thing.. and I was okay with that because no one actually ever likes me. But so, I asked him to homecoming as a friend on Friday and two days later he said he needed to talk to me and ( Read more... )

I had a great day chillin with friends!! Bessie's back in town which is awesomeness. Hopefully she won't break down again. There's a new boy interest and I hope things work out there and I got to hang out with several friends this evening but I also discovered that some friends do really mean things!! Anyway, I won't let it get me down!! Big plans ( Read more... )

Today I stayed home from school! I feel so sick even at the end of the day! I hope I feed good enough to go to school tomorrow. Blah today sucked and I wish i felt better, but atleast I got to finish all my English homework. Bye yall!! Oh yea and did you all here Chloe is really sick too??!!

I worked this morning at CFA and then I hung out with Rachael then Luani showed up. Then we went and picked up Pat and went to Taco Stand. I would like to state that Patrick's G-Spot is on the back of his neck. I hit it twice! Yay, hard nipples for Pat!! Then Rae, Lu, and I went to Cassie's b-day party and it was chill. All my Central friends were ( Read more... )

I wonder how long this will last but after sobbing on the phone last night to best friends I feel better today. I'm also feeling really good because I turned down my first party because I knew that if I went, then I would be faced with different bad things that I am trying to avoid right now. So yea, I’m soaring. I was even able to hang out with " ( Read more... )

Have You Ever.....had such an awful day that you thought it would never end. I went to work tonight thinking I was over someone, spent about an hour tearing up at work IN FRONT OF PEOPLE!!! Then I went home and continued to sob like a baby. I think I'm dying, no really. I wanted to be soooo..... Something just to make the pain stop. I feel like my ( Read more... )