has anyone ever looked at an elderly man or women and tried to imagine what they looked like in their youth and how their lives played out? i do. i study them and try to imagine where they came from and where they might have traveled to, who their parents were and who their first love was. most elderly people have this look about them,its very hard ( Read more... )

not doing it is fucking hard.. you do what you gotta do i suppose.. ill probably go and get a green tea lemonade soon.

i had my weekend to spin violently out of control...
now im done and its time to man up!

im torturing myself looking at old pics of steven and myself ( Read more... )

when i was a little girl my dad had this green air mattress. he would keep it folded up in the garage. my little sister and loved that stupid green mattress. sometimes he would fill it up for us and for no reason and just let us sleep on it in the hallway. i miss being a kid, i miss being that excited about something so trivial and simple.nothing ( Read more... )

i fucked up yet again.
like what the fuck is wrong with me.
why is it that i have something good and i basically take a shit on it?

Fuck you eileen.
your a bitch and you do deserve to be alone the rest of your life cause you fucking suck.

stupid bitch.

there are no words.

ugh my life is sooo boring and predictable, i dunno if anyone else out there in cyberland feels my pain and anguish but fuckkk ( Read more... )

and then there are times like these when they dont.

i didnt get into cosmetology school... im number 8 on a waiting list.
i dont even know what to say.

im soooo broke and i dont have a plan B.

i wanna move i wanna leave more than anything..

living in el paso gives you too much time to think.

i fucking hate it here. i fucking hate it.

i am in such a good place ( Read more... )

I once knew a girl ( Read more... )